In the beginnings of the aftermath
you don’t notice the changes,
sometimes suddenness helps.
At first the distinct emptiness of
being sets in…
She will not be yours anymore,
She will not be in your life anymore.
The heartache will burn
and you lose sense of care.
After a couple of weeks
the abject loneliness begins to
You have no plans,
You have no one to fill your space in time.
The cutting out of her face in your life
leaves a more impressive mark,
you cannot share dinner together,
talk to each other,
watch crap tv, go places
or sleep in.
The best things in life are shared.
when that hits,
it is worse.
There is no slower death.